Today was rough. First rough day this cycle. I think because it was Monday and I’m stressing about giving myself this shot tomorrow morning. I was/am feeling defeated and woe-is-me-ish. I’m ready to for this retrieval now.
I was having a total infertility day. Why us? What if this doesn’t work? You know the drill. And since work is slow, I really just had my thoughts driving me crazy. I was very happy to be home to put on comfy pants. it’s amazing what a pair of comfy pants can do for one’s well being. Anyway I think I’m okay now. Let’s hope they say I can trigger soon.
Day 9, IVF 2:
300iu Gonal F
150iu Menopur
1 syringe Ganirelix
E2: 1400
LH: Not given
Lefty: 6 ranging between 10mm and 15mm
Righty: 2 glorious little ones around 12ish mm
Physical:
Let’s welcome constipation to the party!
Emotional:
See above. Bad day today.
Food:
cottage pie with cauliflower mash instead of potatoes.
Moment of Zen:
Tales of a 30 Year Old Nothing 
awww you poor bunny this sucks – I know it doesn’t get much better for a few days yet, but I hope you can at least find some comfort in those cosy yoga pants/trackie bottoms in the mean time!!
I’m glad you found a pair of comfy pants to help you feel a bit better for a few days! And we are all allowed bad days, be kind to yourself and maybe just permanently live in those pants for the next few days.
Sorry you had a bad day today. They didn’t do my retrieval until I had at least 1 at 21mm, so I feel like you may have a few days to go. Hang in there, it will be worth it in the end!! Make sure you’re getting enough rest, that helped me!
Ugh those days are the worst!! Just know you aren’t alone and aren’t the only one who has those days or those thoughts. Keep fighting though girl you got this! Hugs!
Thanks lovely! I really need to hear that 🙂
I’m sorry you had a bad day hun. Hang in there! Praying that you’re growing lots of juicy eggies!! Totally with you on the comfy pants bit. Im already dreading my outfit tomorrow, ugh!
Thanks love! Comfy pants for the win!
Comfy pants for the win!! I’ve been avoiding tight pants for work too! Good luck!! You’re almost there!
Thank you!
Sorry you had a rough day. Hoping it gets better & ends with lots of beautiful eggs.
Thank you! It’s a bit better today!
Sorry you’re feeling crappy, hang in there and I’ve got my fingers crossed for you!
Thank you very much!!
Comfy pants are the best and I love your moment of zen!