And all through the house, this girl was ready to go to bed at 4:30 because she’s so over this waiting game. Oh my gooood.
Over it. Over it. Over it. It’s anyone’s game at this stage. I think. I’m not as confident as I was before because I’ve had some time to mull over a negative result. Since I’ve been there before I kind of know what to expect so I’m just reliving those feelings and getting myself ready. I simply can’t wrap my mind around being pregnant. It’s strange. I keep thinking about hearing a positive beta. Or writing the words in text or my next post but my brain goes blank. I’d rather not think about it. Thinking about a negative beta just makes more sense. I guess because I’ve been there I think I’m just scared. Scared of the unknown I guess.
It’s going to be a long day but as soon as it’s time to clock out, I think I’m going to have a pretty awesome weekend regardless of the outcome. I’m quite proud of how plans turned out. The clinic opens at 6:30 and I’m going to be there bright and early. I’ll have them leave a voicemail and I’ll wait for N to come home to listen. He just walked in so it’ll probably be around this time tomorrow. Then we have dinner plans with friends. We haven’t seen them in a while so I’m really looking forward to it. Of course it’s a Groupon dinner so that’s even better.
Saturday we’re going to see Bill Burr. I can’t tell you how excited I am about this. I’m crawling out of my skin. I’m going to go ahead and say I’m more excited for Bill than I am for the Beta call. Bill won’t disappoint. Since it’s over an hour’s drive to go see him we decided to stay over so that’s another score!! And we’re going to eat out again. Seriously, any weekend where I get to eat out more than once is a great weekend in my book.
I realise that if it’s a positive beta they’ll want to do another draw on Sunday and we won’t be home then. I’ll just ask them to move it Monday. It might upset grumpy nurse but I’m okay with a Monday draw.
And that’s all I have for you today. Thank you everyone for keeping me sane during this TWW. Thanks for coming along for the ride. We’ve done all we can. This round was a lot smoother and a lot calmer and for that I’m grateful at least.
Cheers to our little hatchling! Good luck little baby. Mama’s proud of you either way.
31 thoughts on “‘Twas the Night Before Beta”
Good luck and have a great weekend!
Thank you very much!!
I am so hopeful for you right now!! I’m wishing you the best and a very happy weekend. 🙂
Thank you very much MPB
So many prayers!
Thank you so much xx
Eeeeeeeeee! Keeping all things crossed.
You sound so positive! I love it! I definitely wasn’t as happy as you when I was waiting for beta day. Have an amazing weekend!
Thank you very much. It comes in waves hahaha.
Good luck!!!! Sending you lots of positive thoughts for a positive beta 🙂
Good luck! Will keep you in my thoughts 🙂
Good luck! At least you have a full weekend planned for a distraction. I’ll have my second beta monday, too!
Fingers crossed and praying for a great number!!!
Thank you, Dawn! xx
Good luck and thinking of your positive result! 🙂 xx
Thanks very much Nara!
Everything crossed for you xx
Good Luck x
good luck & enjoy your weekend xx
Thank you! xx
They call it a two week wait. But feels
more like a Twelve Week Wait. At least the abbreviation doesn’t have to change.
I have a good feeling about this one. Good luck.
Thank you very much! That means a lot.
Wishing you so much luck!
Fingers x’d lil lady! It’s such a nerve wracking time but I love the idea of a concert – awesome time either way, that’s a great distraction 🤓.
I’ll be checking in to see how it goes, in the meantime just know we’re all rooting for you.