I wish I was better at remembering these anniversaries. I was just revisiting my previous cycles and realised that last Wednesday marked 2 years since my first stim injection. It really feels like a longer lol.
I was re-reading specifically my most successful cycle. The one we’re copying now and it turns out it was round about this time as well. I enjoyed reading it. I think I was in a good space as far as excitement and positivity are concerned.
Comparing that cycle to now, the excitement and positivity are lessened somewhat with the memory of four failures versus one. Not to say that I’m not excited and positive. I am. I’m just not as naive as before but I’m trying to not let it get me down.
Anyway, I just finished my last birth control pill last night and when I held it in my hand last night it hit me that there’s a chance that it could be my last bcp ever. I don’t think I’ve ever thought of it that way before and that really excited me.
I had my baseline appointment this morning, just waiting on results and instructions but I should be starting stims on Friday. So there will be a full period coming soon. Yay.
This is going to be another boring daily chronicling of a cycle and for that I apologise, ahead of time. I just enjoyed re-reading and I appreciated the details. Thanks 2015 me!
Anyway, I don’t have anything to report today. I didn’t get an antral follicle count at the ultrasound because I didn’t want it to depress me. Other than that, I’ve contacted the genetics lab and we’re all set to go and my meds get delivered today. I’m also confident that the results call today will be good so I guess I’ll just leave you all to it until Friday.
Here’s to an uneventful but speedy week!
Looking forward to the updates!
I am wishing you so much luck this cycle and I really hope this is finally the one!
Thanks dear! Me toooo!
Wishing you tonnes of luck! Xx
Thanks Nara!
Best of luck girly!!! I’ll be thinking of you!! Xo
Thanks honey!
Best of luck!! I have a good feeling about this new RE! I really hope this is your last cycle! 💜
Thank you! I have a good feeling about him too.
Good luck this cycle! Love the positivity!
Thank you! It comes and goes, I wouldn’t trust if lol.
I am so glad I documented my cycles! I think in hindsight it was a mental release too. Wishing you the best for your cycle – this IS going to be the one 😊
Thank you very much. I need to keep repeating that. xx
Wishing you lots of luck!! Xx
Thank you!
Good luck!!!
Thank you!
Hi! I randomly came across your blog a few months ago after I started my own! I am going through our first round of IVF now! After 3 rounds of IUI. I Go for my second ultrasound tomorrow after starting my stim meds last Friday! Next week should be retrieval week! Hoping and praying that this is it for you! I look forward to looking back at your older posts! Thanks for blogging for people like me!
Betsy
Hi! How exciting! I hope everything goes well with your first cycle. I’m keeping everything crossed for you. Thank you so much for reading my blog. I’m honoured :). I just followed you to cheer you on! Here’s to only needing one cycle! xx
I like your cycle updates. They are very well written and I can imagine it’s really helpful to have them to reference later. Good luck!!
Thank you very much! It’s very helpful and somewhat harmful because comparison is the thief of joy hahaha