It feels like every year around this time N has to work out of town. Always the same client and always rushed. So Monday evening started with me making dinner and by the end of dinner he had booked a flight and was gone by this morning at 3. I didn’t even really get a chance to come to terms with being alone for the rest of the week. But this happens every year so I really shouldn’t be surprised.
Now don’t get me wrong, I hate when he’s not here. I can’t sleep as well and I miss him terribly. But on the flip side, I get to not meal plan (no sense for just one). I get to watch what I want. I get to not watch anything and just read for 5 days. Besides for the lonely pit in my stomach there’s a part of me that just loves some time for myself.
I don’t even know where to start! So I’m obviously not doing anything and watching Friends on tv. I don’t even know what I’m going to eat. Eeek!
Anyway, in FET news. I had my last monitoring appointment this morning. My lining is at 8.28 and they want it above 8 so we’re right on track. New nurse said they’d call on Monday to let me know what time to go in for my FET on Tuesday!
I’m excited, but not as excited as I am for all this free time I have this week!
Hope everyone is having a good week so far. And thank you everyone for cheering us on thus far. I can totally feel the love from here!
8 thoughts on “I’m all alone”
I feel the same way about being alone! I hate it but I love it. I need a balance of both I have found to be happy. Great news about the lining and hooray for Tues!!!
I should have read this before I replied to your comment on mine lol!! I’m glad things are looking good on your end! It’s exciting to have a FET sister right now, even if we’re a couple days apart.
I also agree with you about the alone time. B never goes out of town on work trips, so I never have to sleep alone (thankfully!), but I definitely like it when I have days off while he’s at work so I can have time to myself. It’s nice to not have to worry about anyone but yourself!
Cheering for you! I don’t like being alone either. Hope that everything goes great! X
Sometimes my husband falls asleep in his son’s room – I hate it but boy o boy do I sleep well. hehehe no tossing, turning or snoring.
Great post. I must say. Touching and relatable.
And that title. 30-year-old-nothing. I like it
Thank you! 🙂
As much as I miss J, I also love being able to do whatever I want, whenever I want without having to check with him on schedules when he chaperones the 8th grade trip to DC every spring. This year though, I’ll have little Miss L so it’s not going to be quite as awesome. It’s much easier to be a single Mom to 2 dogs than it is to a 6 yr old girl, lol.
Ah of course. Hopefully you 2 can do some girly things together.